Conversations in the dark: Living life with a purpose

Over the past few years, I have felt a sense of urgency to live my life as God would have me to. I have been searching my heart and soul for the pathway that will align me with path God would have me travel. Internal awakening entered my life with a vengeance and with its anticipation and intense desire to be and give all that I am destined to be through God’s plan.

Lately, I feel as if I have been wasteful with my time. Thinking that at 38 years old, I have yet to reach the threshold of my spiritual, personal and professional destinies. Perhaps, I make a wrong turn when I should have been following the map that God provided to me on 10/14/1975 (the year I became a living, breathing vessel). Searching myself deeply, I find that I am struggling to make God’s will for my life a reality. Prayer has been my companion and faith has been my lover yet, I stand silent waiting to hear the word.

Tonight, I am thinking about what is next for my life and what I would like to happen. Unsure how to make this happen, but determined for the outcome to be in favor of God’s purpose for my life. There has been some traction along the way and hesitation to continue to sit still, but I feel that a breakthrough is near because things have been quite difficult for me over the past few years. Over these past years, I discovered just how strong I am, how to appreciate the small and big things and to embrace each and every opportunity that God presents to me to share his many miracles with others.

Tonight, I am pondering over my purpose and my divine destiny…

What are you destined for? Do you know what purpose God has for your life?


Ms. Darkskinisbeautiful